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Friday, May 20, 2005

What future is in store for me?

yeah!! it's friday again... long weekend somemore... hehe... finally can enjoy liao.. today had a meeting with my so-called future supervisors... me n another of my collegues, one of us might be transferred to another dept... then i dun really like it coz i heard it's kinda stress over there... hai... actually my other collegue was chosen but now my supervisor say maybe both going over... sian... yet to be confirmed... duno wats going 2 happen...
hm.. time flies... so fast 20 years of life le... (still got abt half a year)... so fast graduate from nyp le... now working le... duno wats my future is going 2 be like... tot of studying acca then attain cpa... will it really come true... i will put in my best in order to get wat i wan.. may my wishes come true... but i noe it's not going 2 be easy to study n work at the same time... hope i can cope well... hm... before furthering my studies... i need 2 earn n save $$ first... so must jia you! i tell myself.. hee.. hm... then wat abt relationship neh... will i really marry my dear dear? but seriously speaking... right now i cant confirm whether i'm ready 2 spend my whole life with him...
last fri was fun... was angelia's birthday... we went swensens at orchard 4 dinner n took a lot of pics... not like today... so boring... just went home straight after work...

The first time 4 of us meeting up together since exams...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 11:12 PM
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Friday, May 06, 2005
My weekend...

Urgh!!! Me so angry... Last night write blog halfway my comp jam... waste my time... so have to start all over again...

Last sat can finally go out with frenz le... but it kinda sucks... the only thing nice is can try out bowling... very funny rite? so old liao then first time play... I scored 48 in my 2nd game... haha so lousy... really must ask jamie to train me up...

Hm... I had a hard time preparing mentally to meet up with her again to go out with her... man... surprising hor... I went bowling with ting, yan, seng, hoesoon, junhe, ry and someone... someone who i dont really wish to see... it hurts to see the both of them together even is it holding hands or behaving intimately... just like the drama on channel 8... when lin xiang ping in the show hid in the toilet to cry when she saw Yixin with ah sheng... I'm afraid i might be like her... hai...

in the end i managed to only play 2 hours coz my deardear was waiting at my home for me... he call me say he sick ask me go home earlier... I left earlier than i intended to... but all the dili-dali, i reach home already 7.30 so he angry with me...
all because of them lor... u guys shd noe who the 2 of them i m referring to... walk so slow see vcd la... i in a rush they still purposely do tat... so i ask the rest of my frenz to go with me to the mrt station first n meet them later... it was such a short outing...

ME n Ting

my bestest frenz

when i reach home, my deardear had high fever so i went to buy medicine for him... he so naughty sick le still dun wan 2 eat medicine, ask him not to eat this not to eat tat coz he sick he dun listen... just like a child... hehe...

the night before worse... the moment he came my house he angry... no matter wat i do he oso dui wo fa pi qi... so i became ting zhang for the night... i cried the whole night in my living room alone... until i fell asleep while he was in my room enjoying aircon... he din even care n look for me when i was missing... i so ke lian... when i wake up go back my room he sleep le... see his sleeping look i oso not angry le... then in the middle of the night he hug me n everything's back to normal... hehe...

hm... life really kinda boring... now tat i started working everything seems to be so routine... everyday wake up liao go work.. reach home eat dinner watch tv then sleep.. so sometimes i really hope to relax n enjoy myself... esp during the weekends when i dun have to work... so i really hope i have the freedom to do wat i like go out with frenz all tat... but i got to pei kenneth lehz... really duno how 2 strike a balance sia... hai...

Been at work for a few weeks le.. quite used to the environment there... the bad news is... i will be transfering to another dept soon... duno when though... make me no mood for the rest of the day n oso today... hai... a bit feel like quitting... but i think i got to prepare myself for a more stressful workplace ba... anyway... here r my collegues...

this is Fiona..

Su Fang...

and Siew Yen!

last but not least... i went out 4 dinner with my clique back in poly... it was nice to meet up with them ever since we end sch... everyone has found a job n r doing fine n i'm glad...

hm.. jamie n siewhong so good can pursue their studies further... dun have to worry abt money... not like me have 2 earn my own school fees... i really hope study acca and finally obtain a CPA... tats my dream now ba... so i will jia you de.. u guys too...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 11:32 PM
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