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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Do I only have time to write twice a month?

hi guys, sorry for not writing enough these days... Think some ppl may have forgotten about this blog of mine le... I'm too lazy... plus during the day keep facing the comp reach home tired already... admire those who really make an effort to update their blog almost on a daily basis... hehe...

haiz... life has been rather busy and time really seems to travel so fast... for me, Life is still the same... weekdays go work, weekends acc my bf... really really miss school days... how i wish i'm still a full-time student... haha... we all know we can't turn back time...

yesterday has been a terrible day as i've discovered some things tat makes me really sad... To think tat my best frenz cheated me... i was so heart-broken and disappointed... dun wish to mention abt it here... dun wan 2 think abt it... looks like it's going to be another sleepless night... They are making me so confused... I duno who to believe in... If only i duno abt this whole thing... Then i won't be so fan now le... Been forced to think abt something tat i dun wish to... When will it stop bugging me?? How to not think so much? Y can ppl's character change so much within such a short time... We used to be so close... n now some ppl dun even bothers to care abt u... Is it really like wat others say abt friendship? Every thing which u do, u will have a motive behind it... as in when u have something tat is of help to them, your frenz will come stick to u... and when u have nothing, they treat u like a piece of shit... Lucky not everyone like tat ba so realistic... I still have true frenz ba, i believe?

Love is something really hard to define... How do u noe u love a person? Do u really love him or her? It is love that binds 2 ppl together, but it is also the reason for breakups... sometimes u may still leave the person u love... I've seen many couples breakup even after so many years of relationship... So anything could happen... anyway, cherish wat u have, and when it's time to let go of tat someone... just let it go... I've seems to forget how 2 feel sad, how to cry le... becoz it's been too painful tat my feelings are numb... Really glad there's someone by my side that cares abt me... no matter wat weak points he has... At least he's there to listen, to accompany...

hm... June has been a nice mth 4 me... been 2 malaysia for 2 holi trips... quite fun... if only go with frenz would be better rather than being a babysitter for 3 days... haha... need to take care of my bro while my parents were in casino gambling... Wan to save up for Taiwan or Japan trip... but think got to wait very long after i save for my educaton... haha... hm.. how many years will tat take?

After watching the Superstar contest on channel U, i kind of regretted not joining... as i may have the chance to realise my dreams of being a singer... since the contestants wasn't as great as i expected.... so sad.. Y i din go n join in the end... all becoz i was sick n got no phtotos to submit... shouldn't have done at the last min to go print photos... hai... it's all too late... maybe can join the next season if there's any... haha...

Yawnzzz... Better go sleep now... if not tmr become panda bear... still gotta go work de... sianz... but no choice la... life still goes on...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 5:56 PM
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Monday, June 06, 2005
First posting in June...

It's the 1st posting of a new month... long time ever since i have wrote one... many things seems to have happen this few weeks... Life is so busy... I've just started buying insurance policies... meeting up with my bro's guy fren as well as my cousin... actually feel quite bad tat din buy from him but buy from my cousin instead... hai... Life has pretty much been the same... just tat has been posted to work in another dept at united sq... over there everything seems so different... the ppl.. the work... Stress!!! a lot of interaction with all sorts of ppl... hai... must think on the bright side... can gain more experience ba... hope so... hope i'll go back to last time tat work environment asap... : p
hm... yesterday went Johor 1 day trip with my family n relatives... it was quite fun... we went to a few places in malaysia... like Kota Tinggi n Desaru, etc... hee... took quite a lot of pics...

Me at my dinner place, a restaurant beside a Kelong, nice n fresh seafood...

Very tiring trip... reach home at ard 10pm... then fell asleep quite early as i woke up very early at 5am in the morning on sunday... then this morning felt very uncomfortable... oso have some women's illnesses so took mc din go work today... hai... took abt 2 hours to see the doctor... my whole morning gone... then whole afternoon sleeping at home... 6plus in the evening then wake up... hm... duno tmr go back how leh... sure got a lot of stuff 2 study... hai...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 11:23 PM
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