Sunday, August 07, 2005
3 stories...
Do i really like him or is he just a substitute of someone? but think again, if I don't, I wouldn't be so silly... I want to, but I can't... I feel miserable... Am I thinking too much? Maybe some things are not meant to be said... Did he like me at all? Why is he so nice to me? I like being with him... Maybe I'm not anyone to him, Who am I to him? haha... Maybe I dun really like him? Does he really don't need someone to be there for him? I hate to fall in love with him... Why do i miss him so much? Why do my feelings change? Why did I keep hoping to see him, to hear from him? Stop being foolish, so wat if u like him, wanna be with him? I really hope to hear from him his true feelings for me... but maybe I'll slowly forget about him as time goes by, when i stop thinking of him, stop contacting him, stop seeing him...
Tears has never been so hard to drop, crying was my history, I feel numb... Why did he choose to do this? Did he ever love me before? Didn't he know what I've done for him? Why is he not the guy i used to know anymore? Do i deserve such treatment from him? Is the one he's with right now the right one for him? I love him very much so I dun wanna leave him?? haha... I will learn to give up on u is because i love u too much?? haha... I think I shd stop thinking of him... But how has he been recently? I've not heard from him for long... I sincerely hope he cherish what he has by his side now... & I will forget the hurt he has caused for me...
Do I really love him that much? Is love really enough to keep a relationship going? Did he really need me? Does he really need a girlfriend? Isn't love suppose to be simple? Isn't love suppose to be tat you wanted that person to be happy? Since when has love become like this? So many things has happened, y can't he just face the reality? What am i still holding on to? I do love him, don't I? If not I wouldn't do that...
I'm not in the position to love anyone... I'm losing the original me... Sometimes I just wanna be alone... I will try my best de...
written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 10:31 PM
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