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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
I'm feeling sick...
~Work~
something is wrong with me... I have been feeling unwell recently... because of the stress I get from my work, I seems to get some kind of work phobia... hai... since the last week has been losing my concentration, vomiting out the food tat i've eaten, feeling very restless leh... yesterday cried in front of my supervisor... went home halfway to rest then today on mc... duno y oso... even tot of changing job sia... but ain't working life suppose to be stressful... no matter where i go still will be the same... so fast have been working for close to 4 mths le... met a lot of nice colleagues... especially my closest fren, Ximin... We have been happily working together for more than 2 mths in the irin project for our company... now tat she's transfered back to production, i some sort of lose my 'yi kao'... Very sad when she shifted back yesterday... I even cried lor... I really must jia you le... a lot of things must depend on myself... have to overcome the fear i have for work... so paiseh... telling u guys abt my 'chou shi'... so silly right? throw face... hm... I have tot about it n decided to pick myself up... try my very best to challenge myself on my job... no matter wat got to face it... cannot be like a child le... grow up le... going to be 20 soon... must buck up... must learn to be strong... cannot see problem then cry... haiyo...
~Love~
Not only work got problem... my l0ve life oso... Y i m so confused whether i love my bf anot after we have been together for close to 2 n a half years?? haiz... have been thinking of whether he has been the right one for me... thinking of it for quite a long period of time... everytime when i told him i wanna break up... he will always convince me not to change my mind to be with him... n i just dun bear to see him so sad n hurt... will always be soft-hearted n ask myself... Do I really dun love him? Do i really have to break up with him? Can the problem be solved? Am i wasting my time to be with someone I not sure i could spend the rest of my life with? Or am I not fit to love anyone? help!!
~Friends~
Friday has been a really nice day... It's my poly graduation!! So happy to go back to school to get my cert... the time we have all been waiting for... at the same time might be the last time I visit NYP... really really really miss my poly sch life... so happening so enjoying 3years... have made lots of good friends... the memories of those days will always be kept in my mind... tat day was busy spending time taking many photos with those tat had made part of my life special... Thank u all my frenz... We must always keep in touch ok... Now tat we r all entering into another stage of our lives being working adults or pursuing further studies or guys tat r going through NS...I wish all of u all the best to your future endearvours...
Here's some of the photos taken on tat day (29Jul2005)... (More will be uploaded when i get them from my frenz's camera)...
Me!!
My dear Mummy and Me!!
Jiahui, Me, Kit Yee and Angelia!!
written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 7:12 PM
*Esse
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