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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Happy 21st Birthday, Elroy!

Last week seems to pass by really fast... Today is Tuesday le... I had a nice weekend... but like so fast back to work again le...
Last sat went to Elroy's chalet at Costa sands with my bf and Jamie... Celebrating his 21st birthday... But the actual day is tmr... Happy Birthday to u, Elroy!! Hee...
His birthday cake very very cute... Got his head with a muscular man figure... Haha... Had lots of fun there... We drank Chivas with coke and Volka with sprite... After drinking a few cups at one shot(da) with the birthday boy, I got drunk... Haha... Head so dizzy... Like a dream like tat... Couldn't walk properly oso... So throw face... So crazy... The first time i got so drunk sia... They were saying i was talking very loudly... haha... Wasn't really feeling too good to get drunk... But i know i can depend on my bf and Jamie to send me home... Elroy oso drink a lot... he got very happy n high tat night... and hugged everyone... Ha...
When Jamie drive us back(she din drink any alcohol)... on her van, i started to cry... duno y will cry though... I know he dun like me to drink like tat de... like a bad gal... they got a shock when i was crying... say i cry very loudly... but i guess when drunk, i duno tat i'm getting loud even though i tried to control... finally after crying for a while we reach my house le... when i closed the car door, I bang on my small finger... couldn't feel the pain oso (but started to feel pain when i'm sober)... sobsob... it's still painful now... then my bf send me upstairs while jamie waited for him...
But i was still crying... i never drink until like tat before... I din wan my dad to see me like tat... i think he will scold me if he see me like dat... Seeing me crying, Ken keep on console me ask me not to cry... say he will stay back to acc me... so he ask jamie to go back home... Lucky my parents were asleep le... if not sure ganna scolding... I'm very grateful to my bf for staying by my side... Hee... but was feeling giddy the whole night sia... Thanks to Jamie for sending me back oso... Think she never see me like tat before ba... So paiseh tat night... Haha...
Sunday was sleeping day... We so tired until late afternoon then we wake up go out eat... tats y i feel tat my last weekend was so short... Hehe... Anyway I had a great time... =)

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:45 PM
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Friday, March 24, 2006
Why will people have a change of heart?

Hey guys... It's lunchtime... Today no one acc me eat lunch... Sobsob... I got nth to do as I'm eating my chicken cheesesticks from Burger King... so decided to pop by to write something... Hm... was feeling a bit low yest as there's suddenly no plans for my friday night... been looking forward to it de... Haiz... How i wish can acc my bf go visit his grandma... Haiz... But can't... I now feeling better le... shd be meeting Leehui for coffee tonight... quite some time din meet up with her le...
Anyway, I'll like to thank my usual supporters for this blog of mine... ppl like Angelia la, Grace la... Still got anymore? Can tag me to let me know tat u always read my blog... Hehe...
Hm... this morning suddenly got some thoughts... Why will ppl have a change of heart while in a relationship? I see many cases around me... Is it because of someone better out there? Is it people duno how to cherish? Is it too bored over the same person after some time? Is it due to the changing environment they r in? It is coz they dun really love their partner? There can be many reasons but.... .... Isn't the LOVE for each other enough to keep 2 person's mind together?? Have they forgotten how they got to know each other, how they fell in love with each other? Can promises made be kept? Why do feelings change? ... ... Too much endurance is not good... Like how my previous relationship ended up... Makes me wonder if love still exists between me n him... No one knows what's going to happen in the future... Let's hope all happy couples in this world stay together happily ever after...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:47 PM
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Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Teambuilding Course and my weekend...

I'm at home right now coz i never go to work... Sick sick... On mc... Sobsob...
Anyway, I had a great day yesterday at Sijori Resort in Sentosa for an Teambuilding course organised by my company... Had lots of fun playing games both outdoors and indoors, oso got to know a few ppl...

Tat's me and my colleague, Ximin...

Friday has been quite nice but kinda waste my leave lor... Meet my bf only in the evening... We went Bugis Junction... He got stopped by ppl from Prudential company for a savings plan roadshow... He sat down to listen to them so I have to join in lor.. But we din sign up for any plans la... Went shopping and I bought a new wallet black colour de with rose carvings from Wallet shop... a pair of white training shoes with pink stripes from Adidas... Hee... After which we went to look for his mini disc... after asking around managed to find a shop selling but damn ex leh... then many shops not selling anymore... so din buy lor... hai...
After tat, we left bugis to have dinner at my aunt and uncle's newly open food stall selling Bah Kut Teh and Kway Chap... It's at Geylang Lor23, in Victoria Foodcourt... Called 'Cai Ji Rou Gu Cha'... The food there quite nice de... Doing a little advertisement for my Aunty here... Friends!!! Can just drop by to eat there ok?? Or see when can I bring u guys go eat... Hehe...

Saturday leh... I got this $10 Baker's Inn voucher from my supervisor as last year's xmas gift... then 18Mar was the expiry date ma... so me n my bf went to eat there... the food there so ex de... we ordered 3 cakes and 2 drinks... & still need to fork out another $20 like dat on top of the voucher... but the cakes and coffee was nice...
After tat we went to meet Jamie go Huiling's 21st birthday party... Got to know this fren of hers tat is working with a company tat is scouting talents... He ask me to contact him if I'm interested to go down for singing audition then sign up for their singing courses... I'm still considering... maybe will take up... as now not like last time no money to take up singing class... haha...
My bf was suggesting to play pool with jamie... as I once mentioned tat as a gal she played very well... so she drove us with her dad's van to a place called Grandlink recommended by my bf at paya lebar there... hehe... they keep losing to me leh... coz they hit the black ball in or the white ball when they were trying to hit e black one... haha... my pool skills much lousier than them lor... they quite pro de... jamie was shi fu ma... haha... Then my bf was always saying tat he play pool very well... well, it's true... hehe... After the pool game, we were hungry so went for supper... Guess where we went?? My aunt's stall again...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 1:18 PM
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
Life...

Today never meet him again... sobsob... wanted him to acc me go buy new wallet de... but he not feeling well leh... hai... he sick i oso sad sad de... friday then can meet him lor... taking leave to relax myself... before the busy testing tat starts next week... scared have to do OT often then no time to acc him... he oso say he wanna see me... but i duno leh... will feel a bit insecure when he keep asking about my good fren, XX... then he ask me not to think too much... guess i must give myself more confidence... must jia you wor yanling!!!
damn tired now... coz slept at 5am yest... i mean this morning... chatted with him on the phone... in the end woke up late... 8.30am... hai... so took timeoff lor... bo bian... dun feel like sleeping yet leh... wake up then got to go work le... so no life leh... hai... everyday go to work like zombie like dat...
this afternoon at office was thinking of 3 weeks ago i'm still with kenneth then now i'm with my dear... the change is so drastic... but i'm glad he came at this time... haha... this is call 'zai dui de shi jian yu jian dui de ren??'... Hee... I will cherish wat i have n stay happy now... not let the ppl who care abt me worry de...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 11:10 PM
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Thursday, March 09, 2006
Why has human become so complicated?

As I was reading one of my friend's blog, I was wondering how come he has so many things to write? His posting is always so long... Sometimes when I wanted to type, my mind just get stuck and in the end i can only write a very short one...
hai... Why recently find that human can be such complicating? Love is such a simple thing but yet some ppl out there can make things sound so bad so sour? I still believe in love... It's the character of ppl tat makes love complicated... One of my best fren... I shan't mention names here... She is acting in a way tat i think many of us can't accept... she is having a bad reputation already... n as a close fren of her... i'm feeling very sad and disappointed tat she is no longer the gal i used to know... It's seriously not nice to play around with ppl's feelings... or maybe is she duno how to react to guys ba... haha... finding excuses for her... whatever... I'm not her... I can't control how she feel... wait I interfere she not happy... then it will once again hurt our friendship... but i really dun wish to see her 'yi cuo zai cuo'.... but wat can I do? But watch them hurt themselves?
Just some thoughts i suddenly have, so I've put them down here... All the best to all the 'you qing ren'...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:51 AM
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Sunday, March 05, 2006
I'm glad I've found him...

Hey guys, I'm really really sorry for not putting any postings on my blog for such a long time... although maybe now no one reads my blog anyway...
hm... now that I no longer have to spend so much time with someone... I now have the freedom to do what I like to do... for example, can write blogs more often le... hee... Past has been gone for good... I dun wish to mention about it le...
A lot of things has happened for the past few weeks... until i duno wat to type here... there's too much to say... time passes by so quickly...

I'm so happy I've got him... He's really very good to me... We just started not long ago... So far so good... I'm missing him right now le... Hehe... To my dear... Thanks for all the love and care you've given me...

Sorry for such a short one... Promise will write a long one when I have more to fill u guys in... Take care my dear friends...

written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 8:17 PM
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