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Saturday, May 13, 2006
13th day of singlehood...
Still not used to being single... Seems like all the way attached since 3 years ago... Seeing couples so loving on the streets makes me envy... Why they can be with the ones they love.. And not me... It's not coz I dun have a bf... More importantly, it's coz i've lost him... The one I'm deeply in love with... even till now... As my nick on msn now says 'I'll be waiting for him... I just hope he'll be happy...' It may be silly but maybe tats wat I'll do ba... Wait for him to come back to me... It seems quite impossible though... Since he din contact me le... Once in a while i will pop by his shop to see him but dare not let him see me... scared he find me annoying... once in a while he will reply to my msg.. then halfway will stop... 'He say he's really sorry'... 'He say he scared he'll be wasting my time...' Wat does he really mean? How I wish i get to know how he feels... But I really have no idea as he dun wanna say... thinking of asking him to meet up... but i think he will refuse ba...
Hm... It's another long weekend... really got to have fun n relax abit liao.. It's been so stressful at work... With the project going to end soon... a lot of work needs to be done... it's been busy n fast week... On top of tat, my own personal feelings also making me so vexed up... feel like my brain is going to breakdown... Haha... Time is running out... I have less than 45 hours before i go back to my battlefield to work hard for the next 1 month or so... No leave is to be taken... I'm kind of the main person in charge for this phrase of project rollout... I must jia you jia you jia you...
Yesterday I went out with a fren tat I've known for around 2 years le... but we haven seen each other yet until yest... we went marina sq watch movie... Poseidon... It's a pretty nice movie... U guys shd go catch it... Hee... Anyway it's quite nice going out with Derrick... We went to play pool oso... But I so lousy de... Keep losing the game.. Haiz...
Today is Saturday... I have two 21st birthday parties to attend... First is to Dingxin's house... He's my Sec sch fren... Quite surprised he'll invite me... really appreciate tat... Hee... Then after tat is go my good fren, Angelia's chalet at costa sands... need to travel around abit... Hope will have lots of fun today... think i shall throw away my troubles for the time being n enjoy myself tonight...
As for tmr... I going to acc my mum go shopping... She wants to get 2 outfits for her company's 25th aniversary dinner... At the same time i'm going to treat her for a meal as i won't be around at home tonight for dinner when my family are going to celebrate mother's day... Haven really had the time to shop around for quite some time le... Hope can buy another new top, a sports bag, a pair of levis jeans and perfume for myself...
k la... think tats all for now... see when free then blog again ba... take care guys...
written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 11:50 AM
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