Thursday, May 18, 2006
Life...
When will I find my Mr Right?!! Haha... Stupid qns right? Who will know... God knows... Ha... An arguement to my previous posting is tat 2 person tat know each other for a short time then go into relationship le not nec won't last ah... got some cases of happy marriage in real life oso ah... Last night was on msn then my nick was 'I'll be waiting for him...', u guys shd know who the 'him' I'm refering to... then my fren, Alan was scolding me... He asked me to change my nick... Hai... so i just change la... but only I myself know how i feel, wat i gonna do... Last night watched 'Yu le bai fen bai' on channel U... Got my fav!! Jolin!! Hee... So I watch the show lor... at the end of it got her song 'Jia zhuang'... The moment i hear the song i really cant help but started to cry... Thinking of the past memories with him again... So hurt... Had a hard time to get to sleep... once again falling into that kind of bad mental state... Hm... dun talk abt sad sad thing now... tonight i meeting up with Jamie's fren.. he will be introducing me in details to a course tat comprises of Singing, Dance and acting classes after which might be given chances to do casting after the course... Haha... I haven't give up on my dreams wor... Still wanna give a try... do things i enjoy... But I still considering whether to take up or not as it's quite ex... still got to pay for my school fees... My acca studies going to start soon in july... Intending to learn driving starting next year... got so many future plans wor... Haha... Must jia you le... Get a life, Ling!! Haha... But recently there's so many things going on in my life... My project finally going to rollout le... Busy busy busy... Then sometimes my mind will still stray to think abt my lost love... Hai... Stress!! This sunday still got to come back to work... To do checking to prepare for the rollout... Really really need a break seriously!! But i realised I'm only left with 8 days of leave till year end... Haiz... Been falling sick n taking leave tats y... Can't afford to take anymore leave le ah... Need to leave some days for studying exam at the end of the year... Hm... Life still has to get on no matter wat...
written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:46 PM
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