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Friday, June 16, 2006
It's Friday!!
Wat a busy week it has been... So fast 4 days gone le... It's Friday le... time really flies when u're busy... haha... Today after 3 n a half weeks, my best fren Kaiting will be back to Singapore from her Japan mission trip le... Yeah... Kind of miss her... Will be going airport to fetch her tonight... looking forward to wat she will get for me... haha... I've got so much to share with her lor... And i'm sure she oso got a lot to tell about her stay at Japan... How I wish i can go japan too... but the expenses there so high... can't afford at the moment la... Wait till i save enough to go... Haha... Or wait till my honeymoon time then go... haha... no bf now talk so much for wat... rite??
Yesterday he called me... Glad we could talk like frenz now... But he so bad de... Ask me this: 'Yesterday (wed) ladies night u never go chiong meh?'... Crazy lor... I long time never go clubbing le... 2006 half a year gone le i never go once... tat time because of him i oso never go.. coz i noe he dun like me to go... although he never say he dun allow la... haiz... After breakup with him i wan to go... but always can't find ka kee... hai... really long time never go le.. since last year 23 dec... Wow... So lo0ng...
Hm... he was saying tat he paiseh never reply my msg... so called me during his lunch break time... He oso ask me:'U got new one now??' I reply say:'Dun have. Not yet'... Jokingly say:'Wan to forget u ma.. wat to do'... Hai... I guess he still meant something to me... It's really so hard to forget someone... Duno is it really like wat my fren say, 'Aiya... he must be lonely in camp during bmt tats y find u la...' Or is it like wat my another fren say, 'he maybe still miss u ba... Somehow i find tat u 2 still got the chance...' Another fren was saying: 'Let him cross over his own barrier of finding u being not the future he wan la'... Haiz... the more i listen to others, the more fan i get... but I just wan 2 share with others.. if not i very 'kan bu kai'...
Although sometimes I will still cry and think of the past... I've made up my mind le... To get on with my life... Be with another guy tat will create a great future together with me... Since he can be so determined and give up on me so easily... Why can't I do the same rite? No point hanging on to a broken relationship... Hope my bf-to-be can protect me n give me the love i want... He's so sweet... Say those things tat made me so touched... Hey, if u see this, Thanks for still being here for me after so long...
written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:47 PM
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