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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 Yet Another 2 months...
Life has not been too good for me... Makes me think back my life & find tat I've not accomplished anything at all in life... I'm 22nd this year liao... another few months to go b4 my birthday... =( Life has been so meaningless i would say... Working, Schooling, meet bf, slack at home, etc... The same routine over n over again... Guess u guys would say everyone is the same ba... Haha.. & the old saying goes 'Life is happy depending on the way u see it...'... If u r optimistic, then u'll be happy even for the most simple things... Tat does not apply to me though, I'm very pessimistic de.. I may have appeared to u tat i'm always cheerful... But I'm not happy!!! Dun ask me y I'm just not... Can't seems to find back the same old me.. Just 2 days ago, I met up with Grace, Jamie n Leehui(my poly good frenz) for dinner... Heard Grace talking abt her wedding plans.. she's getting married with Deren in the beginning of 2009.. Feel so happy for her... I will be her 'Jie Mei' wor... hehe... Looking forward to tat day, but still long la.. hehe... But looking at her makes me think of my own relationship... When will I get married? When I talk to him abt grace, he doesn't seems to have any reaction... Maybe work n sch is more impt to him but I feel... It's always the case tat he dun pick up my calls or reply to my msg whenever he's at work... I do feel very lonely at many times... Although he's quite good to me... but sometimes i feel he just dun bother... Haiz.. dun talk abt it liao... Back to the dinner, I heard Grace n leehui talking abt their current job n salary they holding, makes me feel so inferior... they earning so much now... me leh... Haiz... 2 years n only earning like tat nia... was thinking whether i shd leave my co or remain in my 'comfort' zone with such a good environment to study part time for another 2 years while i get my acca? Help!! I feel so 'no future'... Must really really Jia You lo... Exams coming in 1 month plus le I haven start studying yet... Wat's happening to me?!... Nana... written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 3:30 PM (0) comments
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