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Wednesday, May 31, 2006 I dun have the courage...
His call made me realised how much I loved Ken... Although yest just went to his workplace to give him something, really miss him a lot... We r like strangers now... I dun have the courage to call him... Every time wanted to call but in the end still never... Scared like nth to talk about... Dun wish to face the fact tat I can't call him dear le... we can no longer talk to each other the way like last time le... Once in a while when I in office will suddenly cry... then will have ppl walking past my workstation then must stop crying n act as nth happened... It's really torturing... Today is the last day of May... it oso marks the day he left me for 1 month le... But I really got over it le... How I wish there's someone by my side now... I know it can't be Ken anymore... See him happy I'm happy too... But sometimes will feel very lonely... esp when I see happy couples on the street... maybe coz I have been single all this while still not used to single life ba... funny... now single le then no one is there for me... i know i have my frenz but it's still sad when I'm not with the guy tat I loves n who loves me... But no point if tat person is not worth it la... haha... So... I really hope tat those ppl tat have someone by their side already be satisfied with wat they have n cherish tat someone tat really treats them well... n to not 'xian' tat person on their weaknesses n dream of having things tat they are lacked of... Reflecting back on the past few years... Really a lot a lot I've been through n a lot I've learnt from the people I met... A big Thank You to all those people tat has passed by my life... No matter is it giving me happy or painful memories... I think I really 'kui jiu' towards those tat have stand by me but wat I gave them is disappointment... Hm... Everything leave it to fate ba... No point 'Qiang Jiu Yi Xie She Mo'... Wats yours is yours... I won't know who I will end up with eventually... so... I'll just keep my fingers crossed... Hee.. Just hope my 'Zhen Ming Tian Zhi' will appear soon... Have some fears for my future... Duno if I will be able to clear my ACCA which I have registered for n which classes r going to start in a month's time... Then looking back at my job, I have not made any big achievements... Wat have I been doing these days?! Hai... From now on really need to live life to the fullest n cherish every moment I have... written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:50 PM (0) comments Friday, May 26, 2006
Sat 20May: Went out with Kang Ren for dinner... Quite happy tat he dun mind spending time with me when he only have less than 2 days of book out time... Hee... Sun 21 May: Work?! As u guys know i have a 5-days work job... but for this particular sunday... i went back office at 4pm to do some system checking before our project can be ready for rollout... work all the way till 12am monday... was damn tired tat night... lucky we r able to claim taxi fare n go work a bit later the next day... Tue and Wed: MC... Hai... Fall sick again... Guess lack of sleep ba... Tue went for an ACCA preview talk... Decide to take 2 papers for July sem... every tue n thurs got lessons in the evening... Then on Wed went to airport to send my best fren kaiting off to Japan for her mission trip... sobsob... will be missing her... she ask me to take care of her bf-to-be... i will de, ting! Yest: Back to work le... whole morning meeting... afternoon got a lot of manual checking to do... check until my eyes pain... Haiz... somemore some ppl in my office very fake lor... Say Bye bye to her when she leave office then she give me a damn fake smile... Wat the hell... Today n the weekend to come: Tonight thinking of jio ppl go sing ktv... But they haven confirm with me yet... Tmr leh... No programmes leh... So Sian... Anyone free to go out with me??? feel free to ask me out... Sorry for such a boring posting... But better than none ba... wait ppl complain i din update blog again... Haha... written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 1:13 PM (0) comments Thursday, May 18, 2006 Life...
Last night was on msn then my nick was 'I'll be waiting for him...', u guys shd know who the 'him' I'm refering to... then my fren, Alan was scolding me... He asked me to change my nick... Hai... so i just change la... but only I myself know how i feel, wat i gonna do... Last night watched 'Yu le bai fen bai' on channel U... Got my fav!! Jolin!! Hee... So I watch the show lor... at the end of it got her song 'Jia zhuang'... The moment i hear the song i really cant help but started to cry... Thinking of the past memories with him again... So hurt... Had a hard time to get to sleep... once again falling into that kind of bad mental state... Hm... dun talk abt sad sad thing now... tonight i meeting up with Jamie's fren.. he will be introducing me in details to a course tat comprises of Singing, Dance and acting classes after which might be given chances to do casting after the course... Haha... I haven't give up on my dreams wor... Still wanna give a try... do things i enjoy... But I still considering whether to take up or not as it's quite ex... still got to pay for my school fees... My acca studies going to start soon in july... Intending to learn driving starting next year... got so many future plans wor... Haha... Must jia you le... Get a life, Ling!! Haha... But recently there's so many things going on in my life... My project finally going to rollout le... Busy busy busy... Then sometimes my mind will still stray to think abt my lost love... Hai... Stress!! This sunday still got to come back to work... To do checking to prepare for the rollout... Really really need a break seriously!! But i realised I'm only left with 8 days of leave till year end... Haiz... Been falling sick n taking leave tats y... Can't afford to take anymore leave le ah... Need to leave some days for studying exam at the end of the year... Hm... Life still has to get on no matter wat... written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:46 PM (0) comments Wednesday, May 17, 2006 Dancing Diva
I would say this album is really not bad... A little different from her style of songs in her previous 3 albums with Sony Bmg... Released on last fri, i went to purchase the presale copy before tat n it comes with a poster... which is now hanging in my room... haha... my dream is to be like her... not the sexy part but the glamour n talent she has and been recognised after working so hard for the past few years... I'll support her all the way!! But like any other artistes, there is bound to be ppl liking her a lot while some others dun... Jia you wor, Jolin!! Haha... Although i know she wouldn't be able to see my blog la... Back to commenting her songs in this album, I would say most of the songs are nice... except one or two of them... Out of the 11 tracks, I think this time round not much of a very strong dance song style... Got 3 very very very nice songs tat i really really like a lot... all slow one... maybe coz they depict my low de feeling recently... The songs are 'Jia Zhuang'(Track4), 'Li Ren Jie'(Track 7) and 'Zui Zhong Hua'(Track 10)... Very meaningful lor... like this one in the lyrics of my fave song 'Li Ren Jie', goes like this: 'Ni Shi Chen Jing De Yong Yuan, Hui Yong Yuan Zai Wo Shen Bian'... I think I should really just keep those memories i have with him in my heart... accept the fact tat we can only be frenz now... I think he is happier now n i shd carry on with my life... Thanks all my frenz for listening and encouraging me when I feel so lost for the past few weeks... I realised there's many ppl out there tat loves me and cares for me... Hee.. Like tat i feel Xingfu le... No need to be attached to feel Xingfu... Single oso good ma as my frenz were telling me... But of coz I'm still hoping to have someone there for me... Still have hope for love... Although been hurt so much in the past... haha... Tat day was having a discussion with my sis-in-law... she was telling me not to be so good to guys... must learn how to 'Diao Qi Lai Mai'... Haha... But i guess i'm lousy at this... like many of my frenz say... guys like bad gals... then the relationship will last longer if the gal not so good to the guy then the guy will be more committed to get their love going on as he like the gal very much... Maybe u guys out there can tag me on my tagboard to give comments on whether gals shd not treat their bf so well?? Maybe because I treat him too well le then this is one of the reason y he will leave me de... although i dun quite understand la... haha...i like a bit thick skin hor... but it's true tat i treat him the best out of all my previous exs... really have been very committed n put in a lot of effort coz he is oso the nicest bf i had la... Although it's only 2 months la... such a short time... so many ppl dun understand y i so 'kan bu kai'... haha... i guess he really mean a lot to me... i still pending for the day to meet up to have a good talk with him... think he wouldn't have the chance to view my blog oso... Haiz... P.S: Sorry for so much Han Yu Pin Yin, coz i dun have chinese software to type chinese characters... written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 12:44 PM (0) comments Saturday, May 13, 2006 13th day of singlehood...
Hm... It's another long weekend... really got to have fun n relax abit liao.. It's been so stressful at work... With the project going to end soon... a lot of work needs to be done... it's been busy n fast week... On top of tat, my own personal feelings also making me so vexed up... feel like my brain is going to breakdown... Haha... Time is running out... I have less than 45 hours before i go back to my battlefield to work hard for the next 1 month or so... No leave is to be taken... I'm kind of the main person in charge for this phrase of project rollout... I must jia you jia you jia you... Yesterday I went out with a fren tat I've known for around 2 years le... but we haven seen each other yet until yest... we went marina sq watch movie... Poseidon... It's a pretty nice movie... U guys shd go catch it... Hee... Anyway it's quite nice going out with Derrick... We went to play pool oso... But I so lousy de... Keep losing the game.. Haiz... Today is Saturday... I have two 21st birthday parties to attend... First is to Dingxin's house... He's my Sec sch fren... Quite surprised he'll invite me... really appreciate tat... Hee... Then after tat is go my good fren, Angelia's chalet at costa sands... need to travel around abit... Hope will have lots of fun today... think i shall throw away my troubles for the time being n enjoy myself tonight... As for tmr... I going to acc my mum go shopping... She wants to get 2 outfits for her company's 25th aniversary dinner... At the same time i'm going to treat her for a meal as i won't be around at home tonight for dinner when my family are going to celebrate mother's day... Haven really had the time to shop around for quite some time le... Hope can buy another new top, a sports bag, a pair of levis jeans and perfume for myself... k la... think tats all for now... see when free then blog again ba... take care guys... written by*-- Dreamylingzzz @ 11:50 AM (0) comments Friday, May 05, 2006 I'm single now...
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